Ugh. I am feeling way too desperate. I sent Elaine an email Wednesday and I didn't get a reply. I said in my message that I would call her so I called during class break last night. She didn't answer so I left her a message. She still hasn't returned my call or my email.

Here I go again. I put a lot of my future emotional stability on getting with Elaine. Now that she hasn't contacted me I feel rejected. I am going to find out what irrational beliefs I have that are causing me to feel so bad about it. I mean, it hasn't even been a day since I left her a message and we saw each each other Monday. Why am I feeling so abandoned already?