I took Mary Ann to the WF 25 year honor dinner last night. She immediately encouraged me to start drinking. I'm not sure if I like that about our friendship. I discovered the reason why she wanted to get me drunk in pretty short order.

Seems that she wants to become "fuck buddies." I already knew this from the first time that we went out. I'm not so physically attracted to her anymore, she's put on some weight since we were together. So, I don't even know if I could perform with her...

My main concern would be to spoil our friendship somehow. I mean if she falls for me again and I have to cut her off if I start dating someone seriously. That would probably hurt her. It would have been a lot lot harder to stay separated from Lidia if I didn't have Mary Ann's friendship and support.

I sure got some thinking to do.