Feeling lonely today. Even chatting on-line with people in my same situation didn't help a whole lot. They had some good advice too.

I guess I'm feeling a little apprehensive about this weekend. I hope I can keep things light and not come across as to desperate or needy and I worry that I won't meet anyone that looks like I'd even want to ask them out.

The Superbowl part may be even worse as I'm not too keen on meeting a woman with young kids. There may be some men there that I may be able to talk to at least.

I had some idea what it was going to be like after I broke up with Lidia but it's still hard to deal with right now. At least I've got some things coming up over the next week to keep me occupied. I may have a better frame of mind when I get back. I sure hope so.